Got a new manager at the store. So yay no more over working me. And what with how the company handles commissions, I won't see a big change in my paychecks ( Read more... )

The holidays cannot be over soon enough. I shouldn't even be opening the store this early; who the fuck wakes up at 7am and thinks to themselves, "Gosh I sure do need to upgrade my phone!" Granted, it's not as outrageous as trying to justify working the Black Friday nonsense...

Edit: Oh goodie, crazy old people on the bus. My morning is

New direction in life, new LJ name. BOY AM I SO DAMN DEEP N SHIT.

But yea, not the person I was when I came up with that user name, so felt a change was in order.

Just once, I'd like to just fall apart and have someone catch me, for a change. Why is that always such an impossible thing for me to have?

I'm about to fucking purge my cell phone, address book, and any other dohickey of so called friends ( Read more... )

ebating on going back to school. Proper like. But damn if that shit ain't expensive. And i loathe the notion of getting a loan. I hate school loans on principle ( Read more... )

I'm now losing hair. Apparently, the stress of shitty job combined with stressing over getting bills paid and multiplied by the ever increasing arguments with father (because, you know, jobs with benefits are just falling out of the fucking sky.) equals clumps of hair in my hands ( Read more... )

I'm not going to amount to anything in life.

I've been relying more and more on painkillers since working at the Superstore. Sleep schedule -crazy as it was- is completely screwed up. And I always hurt. Moving around the house like some god damn 80 year old.

First chance I get to jump ship, I'm taking it. I'm not getting paid nearly enough for the shit I have to put up with.

And not just today. Its pretty much an everyday sort of thing. Well, not even bored. Just...sort of coasting through life, at the moment. Which is never good for me, since its during those periods that I'll get all (harshly)introspective and then bottom out into major depression. Meh. But what can ya do, right? Roll with the punches, and all that ( Read more... )